Chipping at the facade – Tues 4th Feb 2014

By | February 4, 2014

I’ve blogged before about hiding behind a pair of sunglasses or eyeliner, my little facade behind which people can assume that all is well.

I love T and D to bits and will protect them to the ends of the earth and beyond, but sometimes I’m just so, so tired.

It’s probably a combination of worrying about how D’s injection would go yesterday (thankfully well) following a previous traumatic one and just living day to day on my nerves and adrenalin.

Hubbie will probably read this, look over to me and say “what’s the answer, then?”.

Honestly there isn’t one, we just keep going, because we have to, because there are two children who depend on us and look to us for guidance. And I will always give it, whilst keeping on keeping on.

Just hopefully a bit more positively after a good night’s sleep (that is an over optimistic statement).

Because that is how I roll, whilst keeping that facade up, even if tonight it’s chipped a little bit this evening.


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Karen Sellers on 4th February 2014 at 9:36 pm.

I so know what you mean, the worry is just exhausting. That was me yesterday.
Sending you lots of positive vibes for a deep refreshing sleep xxx


Jeannette on 7th February 2014 at 10:11 am.

Thanks Karen, the worries are relentless, I hope M has a good end to the week and you all do x


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